Weird week. Work is still going oddly well while home life and other factors feel heavy and tedious. Landlord up and decided he wanted to increase the rent a hundred dollars due to hydro costs. Yeah right. I'm going to tell him i'll meet him at 50, not because I can't afford it but because legally he can't ramp it up like that and as I would imagine he doesn't hold any weight in kicking us out if we insist to stay albeit with a 3 percent legal increase instead of 6.
I've written close to 30 little nuggets of songs and I'm working steadily of several. I wish I could just start fresh a la new computer but still I wait for them to actually build the machine I need. The game plan is to keep going with these half formed ideas and start fresh in the summer or fall or whenever that will likely be.
Big plans to paint and refurnish and spruce up the loft this April. Will hopefully hold a little get together/ gig around May long weekend in celebration when all is finished.
I'm still trying to get a show lined up for May. Now is seems the Piston is out but I'm gonna keep scouting on my off days for other spots on Bloor with a bar in the front, stage in the back as I really don't want to go back to College St.
I'm being more productive this week, but I still find it hard to not think about stuff. Tonight's plan calls for a chill movie night in with me myself and I. Hopefully the neighbors will keep it down and such. It's not easy, knowing I'm missing something. Actually knowing that I don't NEED but WANT that that is missing. My best friend. Miss you.~
This feeling is reminiscent of being ten year old me again, a lonely kid daydreaming and comforted with the idea in my head of what would make me happy,, what would make me whole. I'll continue to take things day by day, calm and quiet with my memories and thoughts.
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